my IDEAL type..hehehehe

i bet all of you must had been dreaming of someone...your ideal boyfriend type right?..hehehe...me too...this is just something that we cant run from...if u call yourself a 'TEENAGER' you'll experience this at least once...believe me...this gonna be fun...thinking of someone that u've never know but surprisingly 'he' is just there...in your mind....missing someone that u've never meet but the feelings never gone...u know that u're waiting 4 someone yet the person still not arrive...it's sick but u just fell happy to realize that...u have someone in ur heart even u don't know who he is

     someone might say...'this writer's not in her right mind while writing this'..hehehehe...but sorry to say, u guys are annoying,just let me write what i want...hahahahaha

others might say that...is there a person like that, liking someone that's not real or maybe not even exist?...but somehow, it's just the emotion that i feel make me think like that...that i'm waiting for my mr.RIGHT. i always imagine that my man should have this quality...shouldn't have that quality...funny..because i don't even know what the quality are...hahahahaha...i'm going to accept him no matter he is :)

     as for me...i want someone that taller than me...n i don't think that this is something i couldn't achieve..i'm petite so that's not a big prob isn't it..hehe...hmmm, he must be a nice person to everyone and can build a good relationship with my family and friends because i treasure everyone i love...he need not have fair skin colour because i find this kind of man is 'player' and womanizer and of course i don't want to share my man, so he's not someone that handsome..i'll grateful if he just someone tidy and funny..others,he just need to be nice to me, respect elders,religious (never leave out pray and fast)..that more than enough and love me for what i am

p/s I don't know who you are...so, just give me a sign if u re close by..so that i will know that u re the one i'm looking for :)

day DREAMING....? my THINGs

I have become a stewardess,...a waitress of high class restaurant..a princess of well-known beautiful country...a successful career woman....a caring and loving mother...an understanding and gorgeous wife.....EVEN a beautiful last happily ever after princess in a fairy tale...WOW,so much i have become...hehehehe

     I achieve all my dreams through my....imagination...i imagine things...i imagine what i would do if i am in certain situation....,my reaction,my face expression,my words that i am going to use..so that no one will get hurt to heard it....you know, all those things.Some time...i even imagine that i am an actress in some movie...WOHOOOO...usually after i finish watching movies that i like so much....HAHAHA...or if i am not satisfied with something,...or my friends piss me....THEN...I TURN to become CRUEL...hehhehe...usually, i just imagine that i will take my revenge..,become a GANGSTER..pulling their hair, hiding their shoes or books somewhere...even splashing water on their faces and spit unsuitable words until i feel more at ease....hehehehe...doesn't it feel nice...urghhh...even it's not real....still feel comfortable after imagined it.

Anything i would become in my dream...everything will turn as interesting as i wish...ALL....under my control...hehehe...i always want to be someone that have power to control everything...in a good ways i mean..hehe...but the most irritable things occurs each time i am day dreaming are....

i dont want to WAKE UP...!1seriously because it always take me another effort to dream another  interesting event..but for sure...i never get bored of it...so...LET'S DREAM TOGETHER GUYS, WE ARE ROCK!!!

Stewardess..i was once...hehehehe

     "Attention to all passengers..now we are flying to Singapore.I'm your flight attendant on duty.Please remind that anxiety doors are on the left and right of this plane.Please wear your safety belt and the air bag is on top of your seat.Kindly refer your problems to the flight attendants.Have a safe journey."

i always thought that being a stewardess is so much fun....BIG salary...wear PRETTY clothes...can communicate well in MORE than one languages...have so MANY friends all over the world...and definitely more chances TRAVEL to many beautiful places like MIZZ NINA and JAY PARK said..."around the world, around the world we go".

    i love travel a lot since i was very young...but never abroad...only in MALAYSIA....malaysia also beautiful,my country the best..the mountains, islands..beach,lake...amusement park..wowww...i can't tell by words.But...if i have a chance to travel abroad...i will never let it go...hehehe..That's why every time my teacher asked me about...what i'm going to be when i grown up...i always answer her...i want to be a stewardess because i love travel.

i can't differentiate well the difference of being a stewardess and a waitress....because...it's just the same...(in my thought)...serve people the best service,serve food,hmmm....don't you think so.Another interesting fact about being a stewardess...an easy job, systematic schedule...serve food ONLY during eating time....wow, feels like in heaven..hehe

     BUT..People change over time,right?...stewardess is no longer my ambition...as time passes,i become more mature..no longer think about travel 24/7...i start thinking...what's the best for my future...which occupations can offers me a bright colour of future.It's not that...i'm no longer love travel, that's not what i mean...i just have another ambition in my minds.So...GOODBYE stewardess, WELCOME a new one...what is it....shhh...it's not the time yet to reveal it...hehehe :p